I still remember...

Looking for the reasons for all de feelings in my life
do I need to move on without any strife,
the pain I am having is worse than cut by a pruning knife,
all I have to do is carry on alife

I still remember the day when I said I am needing you,
just couldn't realize that the time just flew;
I still remember the days walking by your side,
and now searching for the footsteps beside;

I could still feel the fragrance of you
that haunts me, I suffer the pain of blue;
I could still feel the touch of you,
making me cry, making me dull;

I still remember the eyes for which I was allured,
and that which made me stay immured;
I still remember every move you made,
every word you spoke, and it just cant fade;

Thanks for the time you gave me,
thinking if it was bide a wee,
hours together with you just flee
and now, its just the paining spree;

I still remember the smiling face that you threw,
to make me strong
but I don't deny it was the pain you were going through,
and that makes me weak

I just cant stop loving you,
But, still have to bid adieu
Soooooooorry! Sooooooooorry!

...travelling through the grief of hEaRt

She never made dramatic gestures

nor any solemn lectures;

my talks were with her potent eyes

nd so wasn't able to broach any lies

the adorable gift for me was her time,

to me it worth more than a mime ;

being with her I heard de music of chime

but now, de pain is worst than a dime

those were de days

I hate de night dreams;

but now,

I love them atleast to hav her gleams

When walking on the street sides

I search for her footsteps besides,

but once I fail to find her

it was her name dat I slur

wat she

made in my life was just jaunts

but it was,

her images dat always haunts

consolable is,

the pain when hit by a dart

but not,

my travel through de grief of heart

My Heart says...............

My Heart says...















I wasn't aware of the theft,
u know what? it was my heart;
I thought my heart would never break.
I wasn't aware, it was already happening

know something was wrong with me
I wasn't aware, it was 'coz of u;
for the first time my heart
and mind seem to be confronting;

I wasn't aware dat i was drowning
but it was all alone in an ocean,
I am afraid, I had turned coward,
but dis happened with no choice

should not have broken your heart,
I wasn't aware my words were doing it;
I know sorry wont make u complacent,
still wonder if I made a big mistake;

later, I have to move on like I never knew you
I wasn't aware, I had such a strong-heart;
dis is one big instance for the whole life,
which promises I cant have any further big loses

I wasn't aware; but I need to accept
that I had failed to own you,
cant always keep up de promises
I made to you, forgive me;

pushing it hard, my life so long
lots of thoughts to carry in all
I wasn't aware, if this was de end
but need to believe as time passes

may all ur wishes will be done
I wasn't aware if dis was my best wish
no choice other than to let u go
U r gonna face the world without me

Will pray the lord, for a best life
in this world for you
I should be aware at-least of this...

Pradeep KC